Today is The Day!

Today is the day, let's think about that. Let's think about how often those simple words are spoken, how much they mean, how little. Every day is the day for something: a new friend, a new emotion, ideas, smiles, tears anything.
Today, today is the day that I reinvent myself. No, not something noticable, no I won't give up (most of you think I will though) I will keep going, and to me that is my biggest accomplishment for myself.

I'm a teenager, and a teenager goes through difficult things... Yeah, yeah, yeah. The point is, that is me, that is my friend, that is anyone. And there are times when I completely loose hope in the human species, the times when I can't see darkness everything is happy and free, the times when things hurt, this anger, things accumulate! But the point is, I will get better. I will be happy and I will spread my happiness.

Music is my spree,
My outlet and my ocean,
It's the difference between light and day,
The difference between black and grey.

Music is the reason that I can be myself,
The reason that I want to keep running.
When everything is crushed,
It's the day inside my head when my emotions are never rushed.

It's the time for simple sources,
And theres no more need to cry.
For inspiration comes from every dress on,
That you try.

For all I'm trying to say is that,
The music helps us all.
When bullys slap us, call us names,
Or just when we need to smile.

There, that's the only way I know how to thank every single person that helps me every day, with their smiles, and their hopes or dreams, or just talking to me about random things. When I need to smile I have everyone to turn to, eveyone to comfort me and everyone to dial. Like I said before, this is the only way to start, to end a confrontation, or just begin pushing the cart.
The cart of many emotions, the cart of memories and books, random playlists and random instruments all crammed into it.

This is my thankyou letter to every single person, every musician, every person... Everyone!

Love,
Emily <3
Thankyou.

I've waited all day to see the look on you face.

Double sorry.
Life has taken over. Music has taken over. Writing has taken over. But I love it all.
Did you know that I love boys, I love living, and I love my friends. (Broken sentences... What fun?!)
Okay, let's start with boys...
There's one I do love, we've made vows to eachother, it's quite grand. 'Cause he lives quite a distance away from me, I told him we'd go to Paris and he could propose to me under the Eiffle Tower. It was lovely. He's so flippn' perfect, he's helped kept me happy on my down days, and always makes me smile. But, I don't want to date over long distances. We're going to see each other though.

Now onto life...
Busyiness take up our life, atleast that's what my mentor said at my bible study. And it's true, so true. I haven't had time to just hang, stuck in the colours of a moment, it's just go go go, instead of colours it's just, everything turning into versions of busy. I must admit, I've enjoyed every minute, I'm a hectic person, but I'm delicious that way.

I'm going to start blogging every week. I vow.