Today is the day, let's think about that. Let's think about how often those simple words are spoken, how much they mean, how little. Every day is the day for something: a new friend, a new emotion, ideas, smiles, tears anything.
Today, today is the day that I reinvent myself. No, not something noticable, no I won't give up (most of you think I will though) I will keep going, and to me that is my biggest accomplishment for myself.
I'm a teenager, and a teenager goes through difficult things... Yeah, yeah, yeah. The point is, that is me, that is my friend, that is anyone. And there are times when I completely loose hope in the human species, the times when I can't see darkness everything is happy and free, the times when things hurt, this anger, things accumulate! But the point is, I will get better. I will be happy and I will spread my happiness.
Music is my spree,
My outlet and my ocean,
It's the difference between light and day,
The difference between black and grey.
Music is the reason that I can be myself,
The reason that I want to keep running.
When everything is crushed,
It's the day inside my head when my emotions are never rushed.
It's the time for simple sources,
And theres no more need to cry.
For inspiration comes from every dress on,
That you try.
For all I'm trying to say is that,
The music helps us all.
When bullys slap us, call us names,
Or just when we need to smile.
There, that's the only way I know how to thank every single person that helps me every day, with their smiles, and their hopes or dreams, or just talking to me about random things. When I need to smile I have everyone to turn to, eveyone to comfort me and everyone to dial. Like I said before, this is the only way to start, to end a confrontation, or just begin pushing the cart.
The cart of many emotions, the cart of memories and books, random playlists and random instruments all crammed into it.
This is my thankyou letter to every single person, every musician, every person... Everyone!
Love,
Emily <3
Thankyou.
About Me
- Emily Larsen
- give me a book on vampires and a pretty boy to discuss politics with and i'll give you a kiss. the rocket summer can sleep in my house any day and i wouldn't mind. i enjoy keeping to the beat of a million pretty drummer boys. ostentations. outrageous. egregious. cows scare the hell outta' me, and cherry juice is disgusting. photography and writing "supposedly" take skill, i laughed when "they" told me. no, i am not the "core" of everything that scares you, but the very essence of your true lover.
11 comments:
Do you write this stuff?
You are really deep..
I'm in 9th grade.. Yeah, church is good.. :-)
Wow..they are really pretty words. Hehe<3
Divorce is the worst thing that could happen to me. My parents are soo nasty to each other. They put me in the middle of it too. What can I do about it though? I am sorry for the seperation..I just take everything life throws at me.
Hey!! What did you do this weekend?? jw.. I went to my grandparent's birthday party.. It was really fun even though it mostly had old people.. :-P
Hey, what did you do this weekend?? :-)
yeah, that is pretty sad.. my grandmother who lives an hour away I see once or twice a month.. Only because she come here though.. lol Glad you are having fun!! :-)
Hey how are you?? :-) What have you been doing lately?? :-P
Hey!! How are you?? Sorry I haven't talked with you in awhile.. :-P
Hey!! How was you 4th of July??
:-)
I have tagged you in Laura's Area :-)
Hey! How have you been? I'm sorry I haven't writen to you in awhile.. I keep on forgetting to check other people's blogs.. :-(
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